Can I be honest?

I try not to flood this blog with my self-indulgent thoughts and feelings. Who wants to hear that? Not even me, and I think you just want to look at crafts. But, I’ve been reading Diane Gilliland’s thoughtful posts about the sustainability of free over at CraftyPod and I wanted to share some thoughts and ask about why you read this blog.

As the new year begins, I’m thinking about the direction of this blog. I started The Long Thread over four years ago, partly to promote my embroidery business (now closed) and partly to give me a creative outlet. I won’t get into the psychological motivations for blogging — catharsis, self-affirmation, a desire for community, greed, narcissism, career promotion or something else entirely. It’s different for everyone and I’ll let you draw your own conclusions. I’ve been lucky enough to turn this into a part-time career by writing a book, contributing to publications and soliciting advertisements for the blog. But I’ve reached the point where I need a more full-time job and like everyone else, I need to make money and find fulfillment in my work.

I put a good deal of time into this blog and I’m now realizing that it’s at the expense of other work I could be doing. I’ve been thinking of several possibilities to make things work better for me, and hopefully make you happy too. One is to go full force with the blog, offering loads of free projects while accepting more advertisements. I’d need to hire some help. But my reluctance here is that I might find myself in a business model where you as a reader aren’t sure what’s motivating my posts. Right now I accept ads from independent handmade and craft supply businesses, many run by one person at home, likely with a toddler running around her feet as she fills orders. When I get inquiries from the bigger companies, I recoil. I never write posts for compensation and I never will. So I’m just not sure how to make that option work for me without sacrificing some of the ideals that made me love craft blogs in the first place.

Another option is to start work on another book. But I’m still waiting to see this one on the shelves and see your reaction to it. And this book-writing thing was a major time commitment. I’m not sure if I’m ready to abandon my family again for 6 months. I ate, slept and breathed that book. (Well that sounds kind of gross; I hope you get a clean copy.) But I do have lots more projects that I’m excited to share in a book at some point.

A third option is to pick up work where I can. Promote the blog advertisements more, work on projects for publications, or maybe do some more graphic design work, which I’ve really been enjoying lately. I’d also love to work on fabric design at some point, but it would have to be just the right opportunity.

I would really love to hear from you about why you read this blog, what you’d like to see more of, and maybe what kinds of things you do with the ideas here — make things, watch me make things, buy things, etc.

So there, you got lots of my self-indulgent thoughts today. In fact, I’m feeling a bit nauseated just re-reading this post, but thanks for listening. How much do I owe you?

School Auction Quilt

Fool that I am, I have volunteered to coordinate the auction quilt for my daughters’ entire elementary school (almost 400 kids). So I thought it would be interesting to show our progress here on the blog. I wanted the quilt to be something that the kids could really get their hands on rather than something the other volunteers and I sew on our own, and with my children’s previous Montessori experience I immediately thought of embroidery.

So, again, fool that I am, I’m going for a stitched quilt as you can see in the digital sketch above. The school starts in the pre-primary years, so children from age three through sixth grade will be working on it (nine age groups). My idea is to make the stitching progressively more complex from the youngest to oldest kids — top to bottom. I think they will all be running stitches, maybe some back stitching and some simple cross stitching in the older grades. So far, I have only bought the fabric, but I plan to cut the fabric and mark out the designs with chalk, serge the edges since it will be handled a lot, and get all of the supplies ready to go for next week.

The colors will be slightly different from those shown above. I initially wanted to do it on a white background, but I think it has a more child-like quality with the bright colors. So, this could be a complete disaster, or it could turn out beautifully. You’ll have to wait and see!

Luckily, Deborah of Whipstitch Fabrics donated the fabric for us. Thank you, Deborah! If you live in Atlanta, you really should visit her shop on Marietta Street if you haven’t made it over there yet. And if you’re not local, you can still buy some wonderful fabric from her Etsy shop here. And more luck — Melody Miller, the fabulous designer of Kokka’s new line, Ruby Star Rising, has children at the same school so she’ll be helping with the project. And there are a handful of other wonderful people who have volunteered to help, so at least I’m not in this alone!

Etsy Finds Friday

Melody Miller’s Ruby Star Rising fabric for Kokka, fat quarter sampler, $17 from Mason’s Cottage.

Love Birchwood Coasters, set of 4 for $20 from urban + forest.

Petal Coin Purse, $26 from Definition of Self.

Love Heart, original screenprinted poster (15 1/2″ x 11 1/2″) from Summersville.

Braided Fabric Bracelet, $16 from thief and bandit.

Heart Love Card, $3.50 from Laura Macchia.

Felted Hearts, 20 for $13 from felt jar.

Repositionable Wall Garland, $60 from Petit Collage.

Kuru Maru Felt Ball Necklace, $29 from Homako.

Snow Day Handbag

The kids have been home from school for three days now! This is what happens when we get snow and ice in Atlanta with very little equipment to clear the roads. We’re definitely starting to get cabin fever, but luckily we have power. I even found some time to sew. For this handbag I again used an embroidered cotton, this time with a Tana Lawn Liberty of London print. Both fabrics were picked up during our visit to Purl Soho back in September.

I made a basic bag, actually quite similar to a simple tote bag, but with knotted straps. I used fusible fleece to reinforce the outer portion and a heavy-weight interfacing to bulk up the lining. There is a magnetic snap and simple pocket on the interior.